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Princess Paradox
04 January 2017 @ 03:42 am
someone just told me you said the problem would be that i'd always be taking care of everyone other than you--well THAT'S FUCKING IT.

I WILL NOT TAKE ANY MORE OF YOUR BULLSHIT.

GET
SOME
SERIOUS
PSYCHOLOGICAL
HELP!

NOW!

p.s. I will always love you as a friend. I will always miss you.
But it's over. as potential for lovers, that is. never. never. never.

"I DIVORCE YOU, I DIVORCE YOU, I DIVORCE YOU."

I just can't take it anymore, Johnny. I'm sorry but that's the way it has to be.

I can't wait for you my whole life. I'm not that kind of girl. I'm Irish. also--I'm not your fucking mother! if --that's-- been the issue this whole time: forgodssake man, I hate to say this but I am NOT "NAGGY MAGGY" AND IF SHE ABUSED YOU YOUR WHOLE LIFE AND IF I HAD KNOWN I WOULD HAVE KILLED THAT FUCKING WRETCH OF A WOMAN/CREATURE/NONHUMANBEING.
I MEAN IT. LITERALLY.

NOW--one more fucking chance. to say --anything kind to me--
MAKE IT GOOD.

the reason this entry is public, by the way, is because people think I"m insane anway, so they'll only think I"m obsessed with you, they won't have any idea I actually know you. or vice versa--good enough for you, you jackass??
 
 
Current Location: winnipeg
mood: numbnumb
music: Lady Gaga--bloody mary
 
 
Princess Paradox
03 January 2017 @ 04:35 am
to you three wankers who have been empath-ing with me very recently:

communicate properly soon or FUCK OFF.

WHY?--IN THE NAME OF --GOD-- WOULD I WANT TO TALK TO A GROUP OF FUCKIN ASSHOLES WHO DON'T HAVE THE BALLS TO PROPERLY TALK TO/WITH ME??

ASK YOURSELVES WHY YOU DON'T WANT TO TALK TO ME: CAUSE I INTIMIDATE THE HELL OUT OF YOU? --ORR-- BECAUSE YOU ARE FRIGHTENED OF MY TALENT.

ENVY, BY THE WAY, MOTHERFUCKERS, IS THE GREEN-EYED MONSTER.
GET THE FUCK OVER YOURSELVES.

AND IF YOU ACTUALLY --DID-- WANT TO COLLABORATE--YOU KNOW WHAT?--NOT INTERESTED. NOT ANYMORE. YOU LOST YOUR FUCKIN CHANCE. IF I SEE ANY OF YOU SAD WANKERS ON THE RED CARPET OR AT SOME POETRY READING OR SOME SHIT LIKE THAT I WILL GLANCE AT YOU WITH SCORN AND THEN TURN AWAY.

GOOD LUCK GETTING MY ATTENTION NOW.
GOOD. FUCKING. LUCK.

P.S. NOTHING MORE DANGEROUS THAN PROVOKING AN IRISH WOMAN, IN CASE YOU DOLTS HADN'T FIGURED IT OUT YET.
 
 
Current Location: no one's damned business
mood: exhaustedexhausted
music: CLASH-GUNS OF BRIXTON
 
 
Princess Paradox
03 January 2017 @ 03:23 am
Just throwing this out there, even though it's a fuckin double-edged sword: in case anyone cool, nonthreatening, not wanting to get into my pants, wants to meet someone new and share interests/book recommendations, that kind of thing, my skype is:
Natasha_Lanthier6

p.s. comments to this entry are screened, so if you want to share any contact info--no worries.

peace
 
 
Current Location: Winnipeg MB Canada
mood: crankycranky
music: Lady Gaga--born this way
 
 
Princess Paradox
31 December 2016 @ 04:03 pm
OK SOMEONE EMPATHED ME THAT U R WONDERING WHAT I LOOK LIKE, MAYBE, WHICH IS UNDERSTANDABLE.

RIGHT NOW I LOOK LIKE I DID WHEN I WAS 15. SOUNDS WEIRD I KNOW, BUT I MEAN MY HAIR IS THE SAME AND STUFF. IT'S BROWN, IT'S KIND OF EAR LENGTH BUT PUNK--KIND OF CHOPPY U KNOW?
MY EYES ARE KIND OF HAZEL.
I AM 5 FEET TALL.
I AM A BIT SKINNY BUT HEALTHY.
I GUESS THAT'S IT. OH WAIT ALSO I LOOK ALOT LIKE WINONA RYDER. BUT MY NOSE IS KIND OF LIKE SMG'S.
CAUSE I'M JEWISH AND STUFF.

LOL ANYWAY HAVE A GOOD DAY, MY FRIEND.

: )

<3
 
 
Princess Paradox
31 December 2016 @ 03:58 pm
so I have to go out now...for new years dinner with my insane family lol but no worries they're ok. just my mom finishes my sentences and my father's a perfectionist.

but their friend who's an architect will be there so it'll be fun.

have a great day,one day at a time.
by the way I have addiction(s): cigarettes, internet, candy, and well I would never call it an addiction but I watch BUFFY, A LOT.

ALSO I'VE LISTENED TO THE FRENCH VERSION AND I RECOGNIZED YOU SPEAKING YOUR OWN ROLE IN FRENCH.
THAT MUSTVE BEEN SO HARD--YOU ROCK.
IT SUCKS TOO THAT YOU DIDN'T GET OFFICIAL CREDIT FOR IT. WELL THAT'S THE VERSION I GOT.

TAKE CARE OF YOUR GOOD SELF.

P.S. I LOVE THAT CAST PHOTO WHERE EVERYONE'S STANDING OR SITTING AROUND JOSS AND THEY'RE ALL SMILING GOOFY OR SOMETHING AND HE'S LIKE
"OH FUCKIN NO. NOT ANY MORE FUCKING PRESS TODAY."
OR MAYBE NICKY HE WAS FEELING BAD FOR YOU FOR SOMETHING YOU HAD TO DO THAT DAY. IT'S JUST AN INTUITION.
JOSS LOVES YOU SO MUCH.
AND SO DO I. SERIOUSLY. I'M NOT AS YOUNG AS I USED TO BE EITHER, IN CASE YOU WERE WONDERING. I THINK YOU'RE STILL AS CUTE AS YOU EVER WERE IN BUFFY.

LOVE FROM NATASHA
 
 
 
Princess Paradox
31 December 2016 @ 03:52 pm
SO...THAT HAPPENED

WHAT THE FUCK

I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON IN YOUR LIFE, LIKE IF YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND OR SOMETHING BUT I JUST HOPE YOU'RE OK.

I LOVE YOU AS A PERSON AND A FRIEND. ALSO I THINK YOU'RE AN AWESOME ACTOR AND YOUR EP. WHERE U MOVE OUT OF THE BASEMENT GAVE ME HOPE--I WAS STILL STUCK IN MY PARENT'S BASEMENT. SO WERE ALOT OF KIDS, I'M SURE.

ALSO, THIS IS KIND OF FUNNY BUT I NEED TO ASK YOU:

"WHAT WOULD BUFFY DO?"

ANSWER: SHE'D KEEP FIGHTING. SHE'D KEEP LIVING.
 
 
Princess Paradox
31 December 2016 @ 03:47 pm
Hiya. so when I want to feel less wrathful I listen to L.Cohen's Everybody Knows.

when I want some catharsis I listen to Bowie's Ashes to Ashes

just a recommendation, it's up to you, mate.

also I'm going to listen to some Feltbeats now.

BOOSHBOOSH STRONGER THAN A MOOSE

CRIMPETYCRIMPETY ASK ME HOW?
....FUCK! YOOOOUU!


<3 <3
 
 
Current Location: KENT TOWERS
mood: cheerfulcheerful
music: lady gaga--bad kids
 
 
Princess Paradox
HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE

TOM FELTON --OWNED-- THAT FILM. WHAT I MEAN IS--OUT OF ALL THE AMAZING PERFORMANCES IN THAT MOVIE--HIS WAS THE BEST.
THAT CHARACTER SHOULD HAVE BEEN IN THE MOVIES MORE OFTEN THAN HE WAS.
SIMILAR THING WITH MATTHEW LEWIS. BUT AT LEAST HE GOT TO BE IN THE LAST MOVIE A LOT. TOM FELTON WAS IN THE LAST MOVIE, BUT NOT AS MUCH AS HE SHOULD HAVE BEEN.

THE MOVIES MAKE IT ALL ABOUT ONE HALF OF A YIN YANG.
BUT I AM CERTAIN THAT JK ROWLING HAD NO CONTROL OVER TOM FELTON NOT GETTING ENOUGH CREDIT AND CHANCE TO SHINE IN THE MOVIES.

THE MOVIES FOCUSED MORE ON HARRY, WHEN IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN EQUAL FOCUS ON HARRY --AND-- DRACO.
TOM FELTON MUST HAVE FELT KIND OF IGNORED. BY LIKE EVERYONE ON THE SET OR IN THE PRODUCTION. MAYBE EVEN JOANNE HERSELF.
I FEEL --SO-- SORRY FOR THAT LOVELY BLOKE.

I ALSO RESPECT HIM AS A PERSON, AS I HAVE A FEELING WE HAVE GONE THROUGH SIMILAR PAIN/ORDEALS IN OUR LIVES.

I WOULD NEVER INVADE HIS PRIVACY, THOUGH. I NEVER LOOKED UP A FANSITE OF HIS, NOT BECAUSE I DON'T CARE, BUT CAUSE I THOUGHT HE MIGHT'VE WANTED SOME PRIVACY.

I HAVE SOME OF HIS SONGS FROM ITUNES. I LOVE THEM.

I HAVE A FEELING THE WROTE ALL THE CRIMPS ON THE MIGHTY BOOSH.

<3 <3
 
 
Current Location: Wpg 1155 Grant suite 508
mood: okayokay
music: LADY GAGA--JUDAS
 
 
Princess Paradox
31 December 2016 @ 03:31 pm
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dennis_Rickman
 
 
Current Location: Walford
mood: accomplishedaccomplished
music: Lady Gaga--judas
 
 
 
 
Princess Paradox
31 December 2016 @ 03:13 pm
I love the show Merlin so much because I always loved those legends but I think the recent show is the best of all the versions of that story.
Because it tells EVERY ONE in the world, using metaphor, that ANYONE who has been excluded or repressed or abused, is NOT EVIL.

and the entire cast is amazing but Colin Morgan is the best actor of the bunch. It doesn't have to be about a competition but I'm just saying they are all phenomenal but he just ROCKS.

to be continued

p.s. I love Colin Morgan in the way fans admire an artist with respect and esteem. I don't have a crush or obsession, in case anyone was wondering, I just love him as a person. and I wish him well.
 
 
Current Location: Winnipeg MB Canada
mood: creativecreative
music: Lady Gaga-marry the night